its my soul who has been teared up.

ntah apew kt mane salah aku.
aku perempuan.
kaw laki.
kaw ta lose anytin at all
aku? aku nk luah kt sapew aku terluke?
kaw ta nmpk yg kaw sdg menyakiti aku.
im surviving my soul hardly
jiwe aku ta keruan.
aku ta kuat nk hadapi hidup.
apew nazrin pk kalaw  diew pt taw.
just naseb bek nazrin is the only guy understnd the most. mcm hafiz.
thanks guys.
kt bahu bella aku nanges mcm org hilang iman mlm td.
menjerit mcm org kine rasuk kt tangga
bagai mcm org ilang agama.
aku terluke.
aku bukan sng tuk dipakai gune.
aku ad prasaaan.
kalaw betul tuh mmg intention kaw dr dulu,
aku ta harap aku kenal kaw!
mungkin itu juga ape yg sahabat diew nk. dan juga temannya;
nk tgk aku rosak, terluke.
aku ta dpt tdo mlm td.
tiap kali terjaga aku nanges meraung masok bilik stdy.
aku ta smpai haty nk kejot bella.
im totally losing faith.
aku takot nk jumpe diew.
aku takot ta dpt lepaskan diew.
aku saket sgt.
kt haty.
tlg aku ya allah.
singkatkan umurku jika hidup ini mmg nk tortute aku
aku terseksa dan memberontak smpai ta terluah ngn kata2.
ad perasaan kah kaw lelaki?
ataw kaw cume punyai roh yg hanya tahu merogol jiwe?
uve makin me fake!
i hate u.
im not the type to get my heart broken, upset n cry.
cos i nvr leave my heart open
NEVER HURTS ME TO SAY GUDBYE.
relationships dun get too deep to me
never got the whole in love thing
n sum1 can say they love me truly
but at dat time it didint mean a thing
my mind is gone, im spinnin round.
n deep inside my tears ill drown.
im losing grip,
whts happening?
i strayed from love, this is how i feel.
this time wass different, felt like i was just a victim
n it cut me like a knife, when u walked out of mylf
now im in this condition n ive got al the symptoms
of a girl wit a broken heart,
but no matter what u'll nvr see me cry.

aku mntk sumenye kmbali mcm asal..
supaye aku mmpu tersenyum semula
aku rapuh.
benar tuhan.
aku luluh. ta kuat.
cn dis thing get a hell out of my life?!
im not dat strong lyk bella said.
its a week ive been dis way.
hilang iman.
aku mohon pedoman drMU tuhan.

did it happen when we first kissed?
cuz its hurtin me to let it go
maybe cuz we spent so much time
n i know dat its no more
i shulda never let u hold me bby.
maybe why im sad to see us apart
i didnt GV U ON PURPOSE,
gotta figure out how u stole my heart.
thanks .
kata2 hazim dulu benar.
kni aku d tmpt wanita itu.