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Thursday, April 29, 2010

hari yg disumpah.

okey.. hari nh aku da siap2 turun bawah,
linda jerit dr atas nana kelas kencel.
huh.. saba nana.
then aku ttp nk g blok c cuz nk g jumpe mdm sery to settle our registration
but then, ble aku jalan, mcm nk runtuh jiwe raga aku nmpak *BC
n hes right away behind me!!
aku jalan secepatt mungkin.
i hate u dude.

huh.. aku nk skali lg pandang n slap ur face
but dats only if i can.
tp diew pun actually ta sudi pun nk pndg muke aku.
jijik sgt kott.
tape. aku paham sape aku.
just a stupid whore to u huh?
idc.


then aku lepak sorg2 kt c104 td.'
sejukkan haty
aku sempat nanges sekejap.
sbb rindu.
tp mcm sia2 air mata aku.
diew ta penah nk hargai. 
so buat apew aku nk bother.
sokay.
i can take  a very gud care of myself since those days.


well aku teman fezul g multi lab.
setel hal register course.
but later then, diew balek sbb ad kelas dulu.
i talked wit dis one hensem law guy.
i dunno who is him.
i think i fall fer u.
wink**'
da setel, aku lepak kt dpn tangge, nmpk lg *BC.
its like on my mind ; WATTAHELL aku asyik bumped on him??
tp bukan kew tuh yg aku doa slame nh?
tp aku men2 jew.
bkn nk betul2.
haish.
aku lari nek atas kt tangge then nanges lg td.
mcm puki.

later that, aku lepak kt CG01 tunggu fezul hadi teman afiq farhan g kedai.
hee semptlah jugak sy abes stdy fer final.
wahahaah

n aku,
farok
fika
kis barbie
fezul
rush
g department to see mdm sery.
shes still havent cme back yet.
pasrah sgt..
cmne nk setel..
haha tp kami borak2 ngn akak receptionist tuh.
kami kutuk2 pj betape sedihnye nk pindah. haha


but after kua tuh,
once fuckin again bullshit i bumped on him!!!
i wanna hug u. nanges haty aku.
diew ta endah aku, so aku pun buat tataw .
kis pulak katew, "nana, s*"
n aku ckp, "da la kiss!! jgn ckp sal diew"
sian pulak kiss aku marah.
ily kiss.
nana syg kamu taw sahabat.

then mereka2 teman aku p cucuk duet.
hee baek mereka temani aku ke blok b.
muahxx. lovelove fer u all.

hurm. aku rindu kaw.
sungguh. kambengg

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

fuck u asshole! bullshit u

haha.. sy sgt bahagia hari ini!!
aimi nadia dtg jenguk kami.
sgt rindukan kamu sygg.
n sy rindukan udang galahjuga.
giant.oldtown.guardian.a&w.
out.
muahx!

rupenye kaw ckp aku gla

aku mula senyum
tp ble kaw ckp aku gla.
kaw yg gla
aku jd benci walaupun maseh syg.
pg smlm aku asyij duk jerit lam bilik air ngn timah hope aku jumpa.
coz aku taw aku abes kelas sama2 ngn dia.
but wattahell aku betul2 jumpe.
aku harap dpt lindungi kaw dr hujan supaya kaw ta basah dan demam.
sbb aku da ta ad tuk bawak kaw ke klinik seperti dulu.
ntah2 kaw da ta sudi.
bialah. mungkin benar.
aku mmg PSYHO.
gilakan  org itu.
maaf. sy rindu kamu. sekali lg.

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

tlg ya Allah.

balek kelas.
hujan.
n our presentation din went very well.
aku taw arip kecewe esaiment ktowg.
tp fer me, dats okayy alredy the marks lah babe!
siyesly. nana ta tpu.
sejukk sgt.
aku nmpk. aku nk peluk kalaw bole.
aku maseh syg.
nk jew tego. tp aku kuatkan haty diew da maki.
sumpah tataw napew aku nanges nk tulis entry nh.
aku nk jew text him tnye ;
how r u doin so far.
n jgn lupew bwk payung okeh! hujan nh.
tp awak da maki. sy undur diri.
sy ***** kamu sepenuh haty.

tp thanks Allah.
sbb kuatkan aku dr g jumpe o text him
im not stronger enuff now.
aku da kuat ble ta jumpe diew.
tp aku lemah ble nmpk diew.


semoga kamu bahagia.
itu doa sy.


I MISS YOU -Miley Cyrus

Monday, April 26, 2010

sunway pyramid. weekend. breakdown. tears.

maseh terlalu byk aku nk luah kalaw boleh.
hahah *gedik nh. hahahah

orait. as me n nazrin knw ,
we r no longer as an item.
aku ta dpt trime mira still intefere idup aku.
so, aku choose to stay away rather than be an *item with him.
kamu nk, kamu amek. sy tanak. so sy bg.
d best thing is, not a single tears after d separation! hahah


but! me;
farok
firdaus
pcot
bellla
rush
telah ke sunway pyramid fer muvies on friday!
i am so damn super having a very gud tyme wit them.

we went there by daus car.
sepanjang perjalanan, we sang like crazy i guess!
sgt bahagia. sumpah.
cari parkin mcm org gila.
at last, kami d roof top! haha
panas ngek.!!!

sampai2 we went fer muvi.
CRAZIES. its a GREAT muvi to say!
siyesly!!
jerit mcm org gila nk mati.
haha aku rase kami lah org2 yg paling bising. hahah
n buat mcm panggung tuh mcm kami yg punya!!
kaki d mrate tempat! haha
n we enjoyed d muvi wit large my favourite CARAMEL POPCORN wit LIGHT COKE! haha
sedap. tersgtlah kegemaran sy.


dpt Murah.RM9 per person sbb kami student UIA! HAHAH

sgt bahagia.


its me n my baby bella hairon!



sgt lah comell seperti sy..
tp awak rasenye bole ganti baby sheep sy lah miaww!!

nh ad pameran kitties kt ground floor.
mereka sume sgt comel. sgt2!!


haha tersgtlah maskulin. ye ke?



nana comel dan pchort comel.
kami anak kepada *comel
wahaha





roti2 yg sgt sedap d BREAD STOREY.
beli 3 percuma 1! haha farok tapaw myk gle!


hee gedikxx sumanya!



nana dan kegemarannya! toiletttt..
wink wink**
 aku ikot dorg balek Nilai dulu mlm tuh!!
mmg gle.
sajew nk abeskan mase coz k.lang balek kijew lmbat ag.
then daus anta aku ke KTM nilai.
sejukk!!!

btw, moksu da takde. al-fatihah.
aku nk nanges kt diew.
tp aku ta dpt.
aku pnh ckp dulu aku cume perlu diew kt cc aku ble aku perlukan je.
n hari itu cuma aku benar2 perlukan sahabatku itu.
tp aku kuatkn haty ckp diew da maki aku.
thanks Allah.
thanks fer keep me stronger than before.
im ready fer future now.
well kami g kenduri bakal maktiri baru aku. wit angah abah k.lang
i miss lang. sgt.
tp aku benar2 ta dpt trime pempuan tuh in our family. sori abah.

i.l.o.v.e.u


n balek smlam aku n aziz lepak mcd. ngee.
cacing kerawit! aku jd awkward!
 btw, aku nk g kelas.
law soc ganty pulak., f man!
dats all fer todays entry.
chaochuchu!! syg semua.
kamu dan kamu juga.
udang galah.
lapa. nk makan.
out!




Wednesday, April 21, 2010

u used to call me ur angel.said i was sent straight down from heaven.

i miss u. i miss ur smile.
n i still shed a tears every once in a while.
n eventhough its different now.
ur still here somehow.
n i wont let u go.
n i need u to know.
i miss u. sha la la la la.
i miss u.

lgu nh ta penah ubah n nana tujukan tuk sapew2.
hanye nana penah bg kt awak.
n maseh tujukan tuk awak.
i miss u. rili.
from the bottom of my heart.
u know me better.

Sunday, April 18, 2010

stop.

if my entry does hurting you, then stop bother n stalk me.
i know u do.
din expect since few days ago, aku muntah mcm nh.,
penat kot.
i wish its not dat. god help me.
aku lemah. rapuh n luluh. aku takot nk taw kebenaran,.
aku tanak check ape2.
aku benar2 takot. sumpah. demi allah.
sdgkan diew tgh bahagia buat aku tesekse.

Thursday, April 15, 2010

in lib. kira2 maw stdy

okeh. esok exam law soc.
tataw nk stdy apew.
td g kedai bangla g belikan skin laptop tuk RUBY.
hello kitty ohhh-kayy!!
haha lembut gtu nyah.
n aku ttbe nmpk si kepale megi tuh dating ngn owg len kt sbalik dinding.
waa. aku nk lari dr diew if bole.
serik nk betembung!
then gafur dtg tbe2 selamatkan aku. haha
rindu tgk gafur.
i try to hide myself as much as i can.
lalala.. aku uat bodo in hoping hes gone already.
nana cube larikan diri dr awak.
tp sy ta akan sekali2 lupew sume dajjal awak!
dajjal sy juga kot.
n aku lalu dpn mamak nasi ayam kegemaran diew.
puas aku ckp lam haty supaye diew tade.
hurmm what to do. nmpk jugak diew kt aku
tego jelah. apew bole buat.
tp dalam haty aku nanges senanye.
diew bisik kt awan suh jage aku.
i can take a very gud care of myself!!

n tuk amir dan zaref, kowg tul2 buat aku saket jiwe ngok!!!!
 but at least, i do smile fer today.
thanks God.
kaw tentukan sume.

luahan buat dia ;
si rambot megi yg kalaw lalat lalu pon bole sesat!

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

tlg jauhi hidup sy!

terlalu myk aku nk luah betape saket nye aku smlm
ngn keadaan moksu tenat.
n aku ta pt balek trgganu.
n pangai poksu mcm sial.
n da nk exam.
n masalah ngn diew.
sume nk tlg aku.
aku bole handle hal diew. betol.
cukup aku kine ceramah ng korg smpai ke mghrib smlm.
aku syg korg. 'n aku janjink brubah.
tp aku perlukan mase,
step by step.
aku ta dpt nk lpskn diew lam skelip mate.
aku taw korg senanye sygg ngn aku.
aku taw sume nk sedarkan aku.
aku perlu mase.
sbb benar aku sgt syg diew. walaupun diew ta.
thaanks. ta rase nk luah apew2 kt entry nh.
pedih. aku cnta kaw. benar kali ini. aku pasti.
thnaks nazrin.

Monday, April 12, 2010

its my soul who has been teared up.

ntah apew kt mane salah aku.
aku perempuan.
kaw laki.
kaw ta lose anytin at all
aku? aku nk luah kt sapew aku terluke?
kaw ta nmpk yg kaw sdg menyakiti aku.
im surviving my soul hardly
jiwe aku ta keruan.
aku ta kuat nk hadapi hidup.
apew nazrin pk kalaw  diew pt taw.
just naseb bek nazrin is the only guy understnd the most. mcm hafiz.
thanks guys.
kt bahu bella aku nanges mcm org hilang iman mlm td.
menjerit mcm org kine rasuk kt tangga
bagai mcm org ilang agama.
aku terluke.
aku bukan sng tuk dipakai gune.
aku ad prasaaan.
kalaw betul tuh mmg intention kaw dr dulu,
aku ta harap aku kenal kaw!
mungkin itu juga ape yg sahabat diew nk. dan juga temannya;
nk tgk aku rosak, terluke.
aku ta dpt tdo mlm td.
tiap kali terjaga aku nanges meraung masok bilik stdy.
aku ta smpai haty nk kejot bella.
im totally losing faith.
aku takot nk jumpe diew.
aku takot ta dpt lepaskan diew.
aku saket sgt.
kt haty.
tlg aku ya allah.
singkatkan umurku jika hidup ini mmg nk tortute aku
aku terseksa dan memberontak smpai ta terluah ngn kata2.
ad perasaan kah kaw lelaki?
ataw kaw cume punyai roh yg hanya tahu merogol jiwe?
uve makin me fake!
i hate u.
im not the type to get my heart broken, upset n cry.
cos i nvr leave my heart open
NEVER HURTS ME TO SAY GUDBYE.
relationships dun get too deep to me
never got the whole in love thing
n sum1 can say they love me truly
but at dat time it didint mean a thing
my mind is gone, im spinnin round.
n deep inside my tears ill drown.
im losing grip,
whts happening?
i strayed from love, this is how i feel.
this time wass different, felt like i was just a victim
n it cut me like a knife, when u walked out of mylf
now im in this condition n ive got al the symptoms
of a girl wit a broken heart,
but no matter what u'll nvr see me cry.

aku mntk sumenye kmbali mcm asal..
supaye aku mmpu tersenyum semula
aku rapuh.
benar tuhan.
aku luluh. ta kuat.
cn dis thing get a hell out of my life?!
im not dat strong lyk bella said.
its a week ive been dis way.
hilang iman.
aku mohon pedoman drMU tuhan.

did it happen when we first kissed?
cuz its hurtin me to let it go
maybe cuz we spent so much time
n i know dat its no more
i shulda never let u hold me bby.
maybe why im sad to see us apart
i didnt GV U ON PURPOSE,
gotta figure out how u stole my heart.
thanks .
kata2 hazim dulu benar.
kni aku d tmpt wanita itu.

Sunday, April 11, 2010

kenapa dia terlalu sabar menanti sy..

well aku ov d mcd mlm nh.
bersama tersayangssss.. ;
bella
rush
aimi
hajar
ama.
mereka kawan baek sy.
walaupun mereka rummates baru sy,
tp mereka mmg satu kepala ble mengutuk orgg. hahaha
n aku mam cheeseburger td. my fav one!
n saat paling bahagia dlm hidup aku;
hari ini.
aku dan nazrin kembali official.
bukan lg 21st aug 2007,
tp 11 april 2010.
after 3 years almost!
kitew same smule.
im speechless b.
lame ta pggl kamu b.
nana rindu.
sgt.
nana bahagia. benar2.
kamu dtg tepat pada masa diew patahkan haty sy.
bagaikan malaikat hantar kamu tuk selamatkan sy dr lembah hina.
wahh sadis gtu!
nazrin till now keep textin aku
heee..
aku bahagia.
paling bahagia stakat nh lepas jantan tuh...
thanks sygg.
nana syg bee.!
off.

Thursday, April 8, 2010

mlm td.

dia hantarkan sy ke mcd tuk siapkan esaimen.
thanks yeah.
awak amat dihargai.
semalam sy ov d mcd.
benar2. sorg2.
tanpa teman. tanpa ;
farok
kiss
bella
syaman
rush
fezul hady
pcot
dan gafur.
sy sgt lonely mlm td tanpa kawan2.
rndu maw lepak sama andre.
well tyme aku da smpai, aku realised iluvislam aku ta bwk.
aku msg sama DIA. mntk tanye sapew ad paper tuh
n apew yg paling ta sngka,
DIA benar2 dtg hantakan paper tuh pd aku kul 12 lbey mlm td.
aku terharu. sgt. syg kamuu..
bia hanya sy tahu siapa DIA.
mlm sy da siapkan esei hampir 2 page,
jejaka kolej inti dtg study.
masyaallah. jejaka2 kelantan dan terengganu benar2 kachak!
aniways , abg mcd kesayangan aku tego tanye aku sorg jew kew mlm td.
n yeah. hes rili nice to me. kami borak. kachak n sgt comel diew.
he bye me b4 he got home after abes shift diew.
awww. thanks fer makin me smile at least dude!
n aku still continue wit my essay.
budak2 stdy maken ramai. lemas aku,
n tbe ad match kt espn.
MU vs BAYERN. wahaha.
terhenti panggilan utk meneruskan esei sy.
its a rili cool match.
MU 3, BAYERN 2.
well bayern just nid aggregate 2 tuk layakkn dowg.
haha MU balek kg tanam ROONEY kata farok!
haha., haha n haha.
Nani ensem sgt walaupun hes a black cock dude. mcm abeep rupanya parasnya. haha
kachak!
n ad nigger dtg duk sblh aku tbe2. dtg peluk pggang aku.
aku takot nk nanges gle tyme tuh. seb bek cine2 nh tlg aku.
scary.
i nid u.
nid kawan2 yg slalu teman aku ble ov d mcd.
n by 5am, aku turun bwh,
atas da panas.
n aku bfast sambil siapkan esei lg.
yeah. sitinurdyanamohdsharif did it!
4 page esei on hahal certification. its a very damn blank idea came from mind.
da kul 6, ak lepak lua. sbb sejuk sgt kt dalam.
a  mcdelivery guy came n approached me.
he started a very nice conversation between us.
n hes a kelantanese rupa2nya! haha
ntah apew mslh aku asyik kenal ngn laki kelantan.
well aku pun bangga jd anak kelantan.
im proud of my state.
cume aku ta proud wit what aku da buat dgn laki kelantan.
amat berdosa.
n kami borak2 n sgt serasi.
diew terlalu baek n we changed phone number.
diew pelawa nk anta ku pulang.
but sokay. ta nice nnty
diew keep texting me awinh tanye aku okey ataw ta.
diew sgt care smpai aku rase apew yg kaklang ckp tuh benar.
trime siapa yg lbey menyayangi kita.
bukan cari org yg kita selalu syg itu.
n his name is NIK.
n NIK tua 11 tahun dr aku.
i think im fallin fer u.
;)
imy. nk g mcd tgk kamu...
n pg td aku teman sap ke klinik. shes having period pain. haha
n ptg td lam kul 3,
farok n kiss bwk aku lunch ke pizza hut.
thanks banglong n kiss!
syg sgt kt awak berdua. kawan paling baek sy!
n kamu pula  demam. jaga diri syaman.
yani da la ta sehat. nh awak juga.
sapew nk jage yani nnty.
awak kine kuat sahabat.
end. aku sebenarnya terluka.
sgt.
but i wont let my tears out in front of u, cos the truth is.
ILOVEU.
off to continue my esaiment.
semoga cepat sembuh buat sahabat sy ;
YANI dan SYAMAN.

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

aku ta sangka.

kebenaran apew ntah yg aku seda mlm td ble bace article dlm iluvislam.
rase diri dibelenggu beban dan dosa.
dan aku benar2 terluke.
aku ta mntk tuk sume nh jd,
ta terlintas pun.
n ta pernah mengharap langsong.
kalaw benar aku cume mainan,
lepaskan aku.
tape.
tp beban yg aku simpan, sampai ke kubur aku bwk.
tiap ari aku nanges.
rase bedosa.
rase ilang iman.
aku terluke ya allah.
rase nk commit suicide pun ad.
ta penah terpk kah diew akan apew yg da kami lalui.
ak nk cmpak kt mane diri nh.
kalaw benar diew pilihan kaw, aku tarik diri. betul.

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

myk menda jd

maaf. aku maken sygg sama dia,
sgt2.
i know hes smilin, me too.
thanks.
ktew jew taw.

Thursday, April 1, 2010

hari itu.

sy sygss mereka

crazy in d toilet of..

miss u guys a lott babies!

sap sygs. haha bajet sexy sengal

air2 kamii yg sedap.

hee kami kawan yg palingg baek!

ouch. ini paling sedapp

sexies witout me
captured by  ; nana comel.

......
muahxx

saudari maw jd model coffee bean kah
ini duduk lepak cap saja.
ta minum lgsong ohh-kayy

ini abeep menemani sy d mcd pd mlm itu. dan merpati. maaf. ta bisa upload fotonya. haha
thanks korg! mlm yg indah sgt. from one state to another .
dan miri juga.
thanks sudi bwk aku jalan2.
muahxxx.

lovelove fer all

merparti mungkin yg sy perlukan

thanks sygg.
kamu da buat idup nana bahagia sgt semalam.
mungkin ktew myk mrepek ttg apew yg ta patot.
tp nana suka.
sgt, yg teramat.
tp nazrin kol aku mlm td.
ckp yg diew perlukan aku balek.
dlm 2 jam diew kol around 3am,
he did make me cry.
nana pun perlukan awak.
tp mungkin perasaan tuh da ta sama seperti dulu.
awak patot move on, coz im doin d same thing.
maaf, sy suda mula cintakan org laen walaupu dia bkn officially milik sy.
 
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