malas nk update.

nnty saja aku stori tentang date aku sama ;
alya
sap
jwa
its pavi day out.
n mlm yg ta akan aku lupew smpai ble2.
mlm yg aku lansong ta jangka.
terima kaseh atas segalanya.
aku mungkin chenta dia. end. off

nana mntak maaf sebagai seorg kawan.

mungkin sy da ta patot lg libatkan dia dlm entry sy.

dia seperti sgt trluka.

nana mntk maaf sbb syg terlalu syg kamu

i nid u.

sy ta harap awak jd milik sy.

sy cume harap awak ad d sisi sy.

bkn sepanjang masa, tapi setiap ketika yg sy perlukan.

bukan sy mahu buat awak lemas, 

cume mahu lihat awak ketawa.

sy ta akan paksa sbb sy maseh tiada apa2.

sy harap dia ta akan risau jarak antara mereka,

sbb sy ta akan sesekali ambil dia dr kamu.

maaf, sy akan cube menjauhi dia.

freakin foo foo

cn dis be an empty entry?

ohh-kayy esaiment da mlambak n im so not into it even my grup members 

were super damn kachak. haha**

mungkin agaknya

tp haty maseh ta selese dan risaw akan kesalahan dri sendiri.

semalam WE went to giant nilai.

first senanye nk g beli buku jew.

tp arif kol ckp his fren bought it alredy.

yet i still wanna gi to giant. 

wit one of the WE and fezul hady

b4 pegi jumpe farok n kiss meor.

rndu suka suki sgtt..

they look yummy together.

sangat indah.

n kami pun ke guardian bought some make up stuff.

haha mereka yg lelaki pun sama. 

makan2 di old trafford, heh

tadelah. di old town saja,

thanks. it rili nice to meet you again sir.

seems wanna hug u til death.

nope.

i dun wan dat.

agak bahagia buat diri sy.. mungkin bukan buat dia.

mlm pula, aku patot jumpe tajudin

nana mntk maaf sygg ta sempat jumpe kamu

nana da lame tunggu kamu d mcd.

tp kamu sesat dan lmbat pula smpai ke nilai.

sampai hampir dimarah makguard sbb masok lewat.

haha alasan betul aku n bella katew kami pk curfew pukul 10.30mlm.

haha

then kami cakap td tunggu kawan dtg dr klia nk bg brg.

alasan tpu lg?

huhu. tp makcik tuh percaye. thank god. hhaa

tp ble da masok, tajudin  pula kata fiew da smpai di kawah thai.

maaf sekali lg..

nana ta dpt keluar..

nana rase bersalah smpai nk nanges.

aku harap dia ad di sisi. 

tp aku da ta harap apa2 pon kt dia.

aku maksudkan DIA.

rndu sgt.

mohamad.

bitch my statement. its 50s entry! wehee...

haaa..its my 50th entry so far.
aku maseh ta paham napew perlu begini. haha
aku okeyy jew.
mane ad aku ilang mud.
im jus being myself. my fake one. rite now.
kaw ta ske , so tlg jgn bace.
anyways, who cares?
pls stay away.

blah blah blah.

benarkah ov malam td.

okeyy. supposed yg ikot aku ov were my rumates.
tp masing2 ad hal.
so, yg g jus aku, alya n bella.
we having so much fun with threesome.
tp syaman, yani n their frens showed up.
aku speechless.
haha.
bukan mereka ta diundang, tp terlalu tba2. haha
n situasi yg pelik utk aku, alya n bella.
haha ohh-kayy lah.
tape. syaman kan kawan ktorg, so ape salahnye lepak skali.
bukan slalu. skali tuk dua tahun. haha
then we ate alotts!
i mean , its me alya n bella la. '
mereka aku ta pasti.
tp aku lbey rndu nk ov bersama yg tersayang
fezul hady
pcot.
farok
suka suki
gafur
rush.
dan mereka yg aku sygg.. my rumates!
 mlm td mcm bodo senanye.
aku kekok,
tp aku learnt sumtin from las nyte.
frens wont ruin if we do good to others.
aku hepi sgt mlm td.
haha benarkah?
btw, sbb yani n syaman lambat sampai ke nilai mlm td,
n yani cant go back to her sri iskandar,
so we suggest her to stay fer a lil while in my rum
sume rumates pelik dgn aku.
pelik kenapa aku jd terlalu baek.
aku pon pelik.
syaman ta pelik kew?
yani pon ta pelik jugak kew?
hurm aku maseh pelik.
sampai sekarang.
sampai aku sanggup ta tdo sbb takot telepas nk kejot yani mgn
she looks very lovely while shes sleeping.
comel sgt.
haha chantek bni abg aku.
ye ke?
yes she is. walaopun ad rumates aku ad kate ta.
not bad ad juga.
hurm tp aku penah ckp kt samdol tuh bni diew lawa.
diew katew aku tpu pulak.
ta lawa suda.
aku jela yg lawa.
haha.
btw, yani dan sahabatnya telah selamat pulang ke tempat masing2.
ntah. ye kot.
ntah2 belum smpai.
thanks sbb jd kawan aku.
kawan kew lawan?
hurm dr mazyah ke yani.
skarang mereka kawan (:
esok mungkin lawan.
eyh tadelah.
lawan tuh beberapa hari yg lepas jew..
(: (: (: (:
entry bodo.
jgn caye sume kt atas. aku bohong.
end.
end.

list kawan baru ;
yani
sahabtnya-misfit.

nh gamba aku bella n alya.
kami bahagia d mcd b4......

syggg kamu bella hairon

alya dan attitude kanak2nya

sy dan quarter pounder.

end

sekali lg.

p/s ; yani mmg baek. from the bottom of my heart.

        semoga bahagia selalu.

dear god

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
and all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
when hope begins to fade...

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need the person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

aku nyesal.

aku rase aku da buat nh, buat tuh tuk diew

tp aku maseh ta dhargai jgk

nk katew nyesal sal mlm td, kang jd ta iklas pulak

aku nh mcm hamba yg ikot apew jew yg kaw suh

kdg aku rase da smpai tahap bosan ngn kaw.,

pk aku maseh syg kt kaw, aku biakan jew r

tp aku betol2 nyesal kenal kaw dlm hidup aku.

kalawlah aku ta kenal kawan diew dulu

n kalawlah awanis ta kacaw2 kawan diew dulu thru my number

n kalaw lah aku ta slalu lepak ngn diew dulu

n kalawlah sume mende yg ktowg buat dpt patah balik

akan aku avoid all dat.

aku rase mcm digunekan.

aku nk stay away from u.

n it must be started from now on.

aku da tanak masalh ngn awek kaw.

cos kt dalam senanye kaw ta tahu langsong aku terlalu terluke.

apew yg kaw bole ckp ; chilll suda.

mmg sume menda tlalu mudah tuk kaw kan?

buatlah apew yg kaw nk ngn awek kaw.

aku ta dulik pon.

aku nk stdy.

dats my top priority.

aku harap kaw senanye maseh kt uia pj.

stupid me involving myself wit u.

crap my lyf

bitch my statement

entry. kosong. bodo.

what a day.
aku rndu org2 yg buat aku gelak
fezul
rush
farok
gafur
bel
andre
pcot
siakap
kis meor
i wish culd have dinner wit u td siakap
but thanks to gafur, fezol n bel.
teman aku makan malam.
syg korg sgttt. muah muahx muahxxxx.
nk ciom pelok korg.
n finally dpt jumpe siakap sekejap td.
aku rndu abah.
rndu tiger.. miaw.., meow..
nana rndu kamu sygg..

maseh terlalu jauh.

syakir.
b i miss u., come back early to msia.
needin u
tesekse sgt ble jaoh.
dugaan kt cni myk
laki hot pon myk. haha
thanks sbb ble nana sdey pasal siakap, awak slalu kol nana n pujuk.
even dats quite hurting u,
tp aku maseh rase kaw teluke ketika kaw buat aku senyum
sumenye demi aku.
sori syg
aku maseh perlukan kaw.
tp nana tetap tunggu syakir.
we'll meet in heaven,
nazrin ; we'll meet in hell
siakap ; we'll meet in hell
afnan ; we'll meet in hell.
pasti.
thanks
haha aku benci kaw bitch.

s

maaf. buat kamu marah.

sapew bitch sekarang? haha

dia sengsara. maaf.

aku sendiri ta paham

somehow i wish i wont be here. nilai.

my lifes just so gud b4 u came.

aku tanak pon cari pasal ngn kaw b*

aku nmpk diew. aku buat tataw.

aku tahan rase nk lempang.

nk makan pon ta jd mlm td.

menyampah yg tramat sgt.

kaw ta suke entry aku, aku dulik apew.

dis is my space. my house.

kaw ta suke, tayah bace.

tp just naseb bek aku nmpk kiss kt cfs smlm.

at least kiss buat aku smile.

tataw asal aku nmpk kaw?

otak aku tesekse bodo.

well. lyf mmg mcm saket jiwe.

n kami - aku, saps , alya n awan hanye di kawah thai.

ta jd kt cfs. myk keparat.

n perasaan kini rasa suda ta sama ble nk jejak ke blok b

malu. ta slese. menyampah. benci.

pls everytin back to normal

mlm td pulang ke blok d dengan penuh tade mud. 

headache.

tp syakir- my nyawa. pujuk aku.

he calls from singapore.

ily b.

thanks fer cheerin me up baby boo!

n pasal kaw b*, aku ta kesah jantan mane nk defend kaw.

sebot jelah name aku.

ad aku dulik.

fuckin dem shyt u.

ya allah. aku sumpah ta tentu arah.

mcm lost sumwhere.

f*

miss my old super good lyf!

ketika di old town, nilai-15032010

haha ini makan tp minom air mineral sendiri jename giant!

ohh-kayy.

ini asam laksa kegemaran aku!! much much love!

officially new black hair

terlalu banyak

aku nk start dr mane pon aku da ta tahu.
mmg telalu byk yg jadi.
yg nanges. yg gelak ketawa. yg begado.
yg mcm flirty bitch.
tuh sume aku.
but aku glad ad kawan2 yg buat diri nh senyum. gelak ta henti.
kawan2 yg paling disayangi
alya
najwa
kiss meor
bella
sapura
farok
pcot
gafur
fezol hadi
rush
hafiz
awan
andre
siakap.
berat sgt nk tiggal nilai ble nk balek las sem.
cuty yg paling terok dalam hidup aku. never felt dis way b4.
aku prefer tyme cuty break lepas sem first aku.
the tyme when me coupled wit hazim,
d best break in my lyf.
d best thing ever happened to me is i used to have u as mine even just fer a lil while.
ape nk ctew pon aku tataw. mmg telalu myk.
ble aku cerita, nnty ad yg laen pulak kua air mate ta pasal2.
cuty aku myk ditemani hafiz, alya . awan!
thanks guys.. sbb kowg ber3 paling myk tlg lapkan air mate aku spnjg 3 weeks nh.
hurmm nk bg adiah apew h kt kamu2 sbb da tlg jage aku?
tayah. nnty jd ta iklas. masok neraka taw!
las week went to pavilion wit sepet.
movies. eating. walking. monorailing. haha
book of eli n niyang rapik.
alice in wonderland 3d fulled!
ini sunggoh nk marah. hahah
tp mmg gila sbb pegi enjoy dgn duet yg begitu terhad! sume kine jimat. haha
well aku da kaler rambot itam balek.,
nnty aku upload. belum ad mase.
plus, laptop aku maseh rosak. wawawa.. sgt menyedihkan
my lyf witout u bby. mcm ta tentu arah. huhu
niway.. mama pulang ke rumah bila abah mula kecapi kebahagiaan.
i jus wan u to be hepi dad. notin is more important than u.
i would sacrifice my lyf fer u.
da.sumpah aku tataw nk update apew kt entry nh.
n my hair... i love it much much much!!!

sy suka hitam..

hee okeyy. me alredy in nilai.
kami stay di blok d. stupid fucking room.
pemandangan yg ta menarik langsong mcm kt blok b.
da ta nmpk laki hot, guys palyin takraw in the evening
futsal at nite. no more. sap bagai nk gila,. haha
aku juga.
well d best thing is ; aku. sap. alya. jwa maseh sebilik even jwa balek uma tiap2 ari. haha
aku rndu n syg korg sgt..
thnks to siakap teman aku ke laws department.
n thanks to fezul hadi yg tersgt baek haty teman sap ke econs dprtment.
i love u guys.
sahabat mcm  nh yg aku nk
bkn yg depan mcm malaikat tp blakang mcm satan! huhu
yet still ad someones very annoyin in dis room.
not one! many! derrrrrrr.. tension jd gle aku ble ad sowg pempuan nh muke, rambot n badan mcm awek siakap. marah sunggoh!
well tomoro start my new class! law soc n btq..
cant wait! heh yeke? bkn kew aku yg paling sial pemalas kt bilik nh? haha
mggu nh sumpah kekeringan duet.
haus wang sebentar.
off to bed.
stupid entry.
chao.

ily b..thanks fer d lovely call. again. from singapore!
sleepin beauty